Aglio e Olio

I love this dish spaghetti with garlic, chilli & olive oil it was a dish that my mum had at the convent in Malta when growing up (strange I know) and now one of my absolute favourite supper standbys.

However - a word to the wise.  Wash up before you go to bed or your house will STINK the next morning.......whoops

Ouch

"addressee has gone away" who knew such a simple phrase could hurt so much?

It's still my home - isn't it?  Well that has helped me put my wobble back in it's box that's for sure.

Yes home would be easy, going back simple - but then where would the happy be?

The ostrich has managed to peck even with their head still firmly in the sand.  Who knew?

Beyond Grumpy

I am beyond grumpy today.  Questioning my decisions and actions, wondering if I have made a massive mistake.

I'm taking a book and a cup of tea to bed.

Missing

There is something missing, I've looked all over but I can't find it.  You see it's not a thing.  It's you.

I miss you.

You may not be her first.......

How f*cking dare you

I don't get angry often, and usually if I do it passes quickly.  But that email you sent me late Saturday has infuriated me.  How fucking dare you?

After everything I did for you - every part of me I gave you send me a message like that.

Well fuck you.

Belle & Sebastian - I Want The World To Stop

Seeing Red

 Not quite the smack you in the face red we were hoping for but a nice change

Flying Solo & going red

Tomorrow is the lovely Zee's birthday party.  I am really looking forward to it - its a big one and is going to be much fun but I am going alone.  First time since I left the boy that I have been to a party that would normally be a 'couples' invite alone.

I'm a bit nervous tbh.  I'm sure it will be fine - there are going to be lot of other lovely people there who I know virtually and one has suggested sharing a cab so I don't have to walk in alone - which is all good.

But first we go redder than red.  Yep at 8am tomorrow morning I will be sitting in the dentists sorry Hairdressers Chair and going Christina Hendricks red.....watch this space