No meetings at all at work meant I was able to crack on with my to do list which is back on on track and I took the opportunity to leave at sensible o'clock and came home and made a skirt and some sausage roles. Watched Being Human on iPlayer and Glee. All in all a very productive day.
I am keeping myself busy to help keep my mind off the things I miss. Right now I miss my home, CP, my stuff, The American, football, exercise/yoga and feeling like I am in charge (not necessarily in that order).
I'm not in charge or control, I am not the one calling the shots or even holding a casting vote. So I need to relax, go with the flow see where things go and what life brings. But as we all know I'm rubbish without a list or a plan. Maybe this will be the new me...........maybe!
For now The American makes me feel a bit like this:
I just hate having to wait for him to call my name.